a free writing technique

There are pretentious intentions imbedded within us all
some people keep it lodged away deep inside,
others let it rest on their flesh for the world to see.
We live by a fairy tale code that was
meant to be broken, so don't be the one
to judge another when you've done
you're fair share of shallow fun.

I offer you this body as a road to travel,
a personal invitation to walk all over me.
So please scrape your dirt
on my neatly steamed pressed shirt
and move onto your next destination ,
I will always keep your mud stained tracks across
my heart as a monument dedicated to our affection.

I beg for the strength to choke back the tears,
and to never release the salty rain from eyes again,
so to preserve the path she paved.
I in return, I will promise to swallow
my sorrow and keep my smile as bright
as the sun that shines so that I will always
be able to see the mess you left for me
to clean up.